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...Horrible [20 Aug 2007|07:38pm]
Ok like...
I've had the worst day I can even remember in a while.

I hate it already.
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Reasoning. [19 Aug 2007|02:09am]
[ mood | Ahhfuck. ]

Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty

I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now

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Not that anyone's gonna read this... [09 Jul 2007|05:48am]
but I figure I might amuse myself anyway.

You all remember that song from the Wedding Singer?
The Love stinks song? And how he sings it drunk?

Yeah, that about sums up how I feel right now.

.......Sans the alcohol.
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Ehh.. Christmas parties and drunk parents. [05 Dec 2006|01:59am]
[ mood | blah ]

Sometimes I wish my parents were never bartenders, so then at least maybe they wouldn't drink.
It'd be ok if they just sipped wine, but no, they gotta do that thing where they get all inebriated and stuff.

Anyway, at least this time mom didn't come home yelling at cliff and me.
She was actually being nice this time. So I'm thinking either she isn't quite as hammered as she usually is when she drinks, or she had a good time at the Christmas party. Either way, it didn't put me in a mad mood.

Actually both of them are being kinda funny.

"Goodnight, mom."
"Are you all right?"
"Yeah, my hip just hurts, that's all."
"You want the heating pad?" (She's got this thing with heating pads.. o-0)
"Um.. sure. Where is it?"
"'Cause.. I was laying on it this morning after you and cliff left, and I hurt.. and.. and I felt sooo much better afterwards.."
"Ok, mom. I know. Where is it?"
"......." (I think at this point she kind of fell asleep or something.. o-0)
"Where is it?"

And Cliff, though I know he's less hammered than mom, is talking a little goofy.

Oh well...
I woke up at 12 and they weren't home yet, and I've been sleeping since a little after 5.
I just made some ramen. Hopefully after I eat it, I'll be able to get back to sleep.

And I have Nick's jacket and it's keeping me comfy and warm. *snuggles*
Bah, ramen getting cold.


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Time: 11:41 pm. Caller: Private Number. [04 Dec 2006|01:25am]
[ mood | You idiot. I laugh at you. ]

It's really, REALLY funny when people are sitting there talking to you on the phone, from a private number, threatening to punch you in the fucking face, mess your ass up, etc... and won't even tell you their name.

Funnier, in fact, when they know your name, are prejudice against white people, supposedly out of school (most likely dropped out), and quite frankly.... are absolutely stupid.

"Who's this?"
"Fuck you, hoe, you dont know who I am."
"Oh, my god, you're such an idiot. I just asked you that.." o-0

& later...
"I'm a very independent, unsocial person, so who have I been talking to about you?"
"Oh, look at the lil white girl tryna use big words.."

Apparently, according to my "fuckin lil" friends, including my "Chinese" friend (I'm assuming they mean Rene, who is Japanese, not Chinese, if they even mean anyone at all and weren't just going out on a limb there), I've been talking shit about SOMEBODY behind their backs, and I need to stop.

Ok, if and when I RARELY outright talk shit about someone, it's more or less, "I really dont like them, and [insert reasons why I dont like them here]." And generally when I dont like someone, they already know that I dont like them.

I go to school, sit through my classes, each lunch in my own little bubble, sit through more classes, either reading or drawing.. and when I get home I eat something and then take a nap. So WHEN and WHO have I been talking to?

And this started during July, so who was I talking about then? Do you know what I was doing during the summer? SLEEPING. >.<

So can anybody tell me who I've been talking shit about? Hm? Anyone?

I'm thinking someone is bored and wants to make a prank call someone else, and decides to harass the person they've been bothering since July. Pretty pathetic, peeps.

So here's an idea! Either 1) Give me your name so I can whole-heartedly apologize for NOT talking shit about you, but in the future I probably will, because you're a fucking dumbass, 2)Hit me in the face and get your merry little revenge for something I didn't do, or 3) Get the fuck over your immature ideas of entertainment and let me go on NOT talking shit about you.

Sound good? Thought so.

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!! :o [27 Oct 2006|07:16pm]
I just drove my stepdad to KFC. That was exciting! ^-^

And I didn't crash!
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Me MorER!! [12 Oct 2006|11:20pm]
[ mood | You make my heart flip! ]

I'm so crazy about you.

Homecoming in just 48 hours.
I'm so excited because...

I actually have a date. :]

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Hah. [30 Sep 2006|10:07pm]
[ mood | tired ]


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Storming outside. [25 Sep 2006|09:35pm]
[ mood | scared ]

I'm really scared of thunder. :[
It's freaking me out. Mehhh..

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Oh Autumn at last. [24 Sep 2006|07:49pm]
[ mood | The snow reminds me of better ]

I wish it were COLD outside.

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Since Lila did it... [15 Sep 2006|11:33pm]
Reply with your name and I shall...

- Respond with something random about you.
- Tell you what movie reminds me of you.
- Pick a liquor I'd drink with you.
- Say something that only makes sense to you and me.
- Tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
- Tell you what animal you remind me of.
- Ask you something that I've always wondered or liked about you.
- Tell you what song reminds me of you.
- Tell you something I like about you.
- Tell you what character you remind me of.
- Tell you something I don't like about you.
- Let you know what I feel about you.
- Tell you what I think you should be when you grow up.
- Tell you if I think you're smart or not.
- Let you know what I think of you.

If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal
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I hate being sick! [13 Sep 2006|09:29pm]
[ mood | I'm gonna cough my head off!! ]

I'm coughing, and it just wont stop!

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[01 Sep 2006|03:57pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I can't help but laugh.

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:] [27 Aug 2006|08:51pm]
[ mood | "I want my crack!" ]

I had a lovely day.

Nick and I went to the mall with his parents and sister.
Then we went to the Mongolian BBQ. I had fun. :]

Then came home, and did some chores, and ate more food. x.x

Now I'm going to bed.

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BLASTNESS [14 Apr 2006|06:53pm]
[ mood | My crack left me for a pipe! ]

So, thursday we skipped.
Kendra, Victoria, and myself..
Secret James Bond moves getting Victoria and Kendra.
*spy music*
To go run off to the mall with Cody and Patrick.
Gay jokes. A lot of gay jokes.
A nice nap. *yawns*
Kendra swallowed a soda can tab at my house.
I have to make a chibi comic about it.
It was SOOOOOO fucking funny.
Maybe going ice skating tonight with Rene and Kendra. ^-^
<3333 I really miss you.

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Late start days are nice. [11 Apr 2006|05:01pm]
[ mood | Hmmmm.. ]

Woke up at 8.
Got ready for school.
Patrick came to pick me up around 8:30. ♥
We headed off to Denny's.
Denny's was good.
I love the hashbrowns. Mmm..
I hate 2nd period still.
The writing assignments are dumb..
4th was ok. Ate some pretzals and talked about Manga Madness for this year.
I'm entering art in the contest so I can stay all period and get in for free.
I don't care if I win. It's worth it.
Thinking about skipping on thursday, because most are just gonna leave to get ready for prom anyway.
Really hungry and ran out of pizza rolls.
Really tired and thinking about a nap.
Want some KFC.
Want to go driving.
Want to see Patrick.
Want summer to be here.
I want some new clothes..
Hmm.. I need to go to Ross soon.
Want to go on a road trip.
Want to take an old western photo.
Want a job with Rene.
Want a mitsubishi eclipse.
Party this weekend?

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I hate mud.. [09 Apr 2006|01:14pm]
[ mood | I'm sweating crack! ]

Last night we went to the shell pits.
Victoria, Cody, Justice, Kathleen, Christina... Mosquitos.
So, we dropped victoria off at her house around 12-1..
and it started to rain.. so we left the shell pits to go to this place on Cow Creek.
I got fucking serious amounts of mud in my shoes.
Never wearing flats to these parties again, I swear..
It was cold and wet.. *shivers*
Then, when Justice was somewhat intoxicated, we had Cody drive us to his house..
Then Patrick showed up. But ti was already 2am or so. I had to be home at 2:30..
Didn't get to see him for very long, but I talked to him online for a while.
It's all good. We might go to the movies today?
I also have a babyshower to go to.
I'm actually looking forward to it..
And I'm bringing a book and there's food there.. so.. I'm pretty content.

Anyway.. I have pictures from last night and yesterday when Victoria came over.

Click here to join the armyCollapse )

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Grr.. moms.. [08 Apr 2006|09:12am]
[ mood | Idea; Get me some crack. ]

So, Victoria was supposed to spend the night tonight, but her mom won't let her.
She'll only let her go ice skating with me.
"Ice skating." *wink*
But at least I get to hang out with her for nearly ten hours.
*huggles Pori-chan*

I haven't had pizza rolls in so long.
I used to live off these things.
*munches* I'm sorry I ever left you, babies.

I love my tablet so much.
I think I'll use it right now. ^-^

I had a bad dream last night.
It was actually a really great dream, but..
Well it had Jacob in it.. and we were back together..
And that's never going to happen..
So I guess you could call it a nightmare.
*le sigh* If only..

Haha.. let's play strip poker tonight.

Some of my recent chibi artCollapse )

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Skippers and sluts. [07 Apr 2006|03:33pm]
[ mood | It's a crack pez! ]

Today, Justice, the worst influence in the world, and his accomplis, Cody the intellectual, convinced me to skip school and go hang out with them.

Kathleen was supposed to come too, but she's the worst at skipping. Lol.

We were supposed to go to Orlando after I relented, but Justice's dad wouldn't bring the blazer back. Phew.

I made Justice call Patrick and wake him up. He took a nap after he got there. He's adorable when he sleeps.
Well, he's adorable all the time.. but it was so cute when he was sleeping. I wish I had had my camera with me..
Guess he's not much interested in me though? Or just way shy...?

Then I took a nap while watching the Boondock Saints, which I thought was a pretty good movie.. well.. what I saw, anyway.

Then Patrick left, and Justice went to get pizza rolls.

We took some pictures with Cody's little zippo-like camera, which sucked, because there were none when he uploaded them on his computer..
We'll just have to bring my camera tomorrow and take much more amusing pictures at the party. *can't wait to see cody riding the justice around like a horse* Muahaha.

So we ate the Pizza rolls and watched some of Pirates of the Caribbean, and then Justice took me home.

Mom was home, but like the good ol mom I know she is, she was asleep and as far as me skipping.. I went to school. *wink*

Once again, my shoes have seriously been sluts. Two more pants today.. *le sigh*

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Who knew posting about lesbians would land me 151 comments? [06 Apr 2006|03:30pm]
[ mood | I'm hiding from le crack. ]

That's some funny shit.

Party this Saturday. Can't wait.
Except I wish it was on, say.. Friday.
Le sigh.

Supposed to go driving with mom today. Hurray.

Really hungry, and lately I've been feeling really, REALLY light-headed and getting some painful headaches.

I bear Mario at bowling today!! Hahahaha!!

Rene and I are going to prom!

I've seen his new love interest.. and it makes me die inside.
I wish things weren't so difficult..

My shoes were really slutty today.. and were in three different pants within 20 minutes.
They're all loose now.. ick.

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